The past few days we exchanged hurtful words. Its true that we might’ve avoided it. It may turn out differently between us. But I am not sorry. I wasnt at fault. I never wronged you in my book.
I have given up in telling you that I never lied to you. I was the one who had faith in building bridges with you yet you became utterly mad at me. You yourself poisoned your head with lies and wrong ideas. I became the victim of your ugly truth.
You deserve those hurtful words that I threw at you. I spoke publicly because I couldnt take what you said. Do you think just a change of year will make it all go away? Any text from you immediately brings back all the emotions.
Its funny you consoled yourself in the idea that I am so upset about returning you the money. Money is just money. That’s how flawed your character is. Money is your closure. It’s your happiness. I think you’re that way it is because you feel that you are above others with money. You like the power of giving and taking away. Anyway, I wanted to bother you… Give you a hard time. I loved taunting you. You were being ridiculous…. But in the end I wouldnt want anything to remind me of you. So I conceded with returning the things and money that I “owed”. (btw you couldn’t even give me a number of how much I owe you)
I never believed that you were nice or you have treated me with respect all along. The nerve! You deserved every bit of it. Never did I say such hurtful words to anybody. You even threatened my name and dignity. Never was I irked in a character of a person… Such a joke… So pathetic. You deserved it. I acted this way because you made me act this way. The only thing that I agree with you in all this is that we will never speak to each other again.
So goodbye. I throw all these feelings cautiously to the wind now. God knows I have been way over you and above you all this time.
