I believe in, “what’s meant to be mine, will be mine” and “all in God’s time”. It’s a tough “words to live by” especially when you want or dream of things so badly.
Then there’s this thing of giving yourself a deadline. You start to think, do you even want to have a deadline? It’s good to have it though so you can limit yourself in waiting. But what if what you are aiming for doesn’t happen? Makes you feel that you shouldn’t have set it so you still can keep on dreaming. Then now, you face the inevitable question of “what happens next?”.
Yeah I know, sucks to feel stucked.